that explained the totally natural burst-out laughter take. (:Suddenly. I became so pertified of the people around me. Directly to the point, the friends, which in another way, the familiar strangers that talk to you more than the others, eat with you, laugh with you, go shopping with you and do all kind of stuffs Friends do.

But the word, Friends , turned to be a scary and baleful term for me. Felt that human beings are all defiance against someone and you'll never know who that someone is. It might be you, her and anyone. The definition of Hate turns out to be a mystery for me too. I'm proud to say this, seriously. I don't go around hating people, filling myself up with hatred, because at the end of the day, is you that suffered the unbearble affliction that's implanted in your heart deeply.

Sometimes, even worst, I felt that I'm like a busker, no, busker get paid. I don't. I tried to be everyone's friend till I can't find myself a soul, or the soul that's in my initially, but it just, disappear? I can't even find a suitable word to describe myself already.

I screwed up everything again, didn't I?

My Oreo-HL breakfast. (:


I don't have great photography skills.