Seriously. I've no face to return here. Ok, who will even visit here?
SA1, birthdays, CA2 totally wearing me out.
Especially the birthdays. Cher's stayed up till 3am. Yap's 2am. (i started ealier for yap's)
Couldn't say that my CA2's very well done but its rather pleasing too.
I just can't stand the underline thingy. (LIT, just one fucking mark she also won't give.)
I felt i've worked very hard for CA2 but in fact its like normal. Something carried me away.
I don't even know what did I spent it on.
Time Flies (oldest code ever)
Its end of term 3. One more month, SA2. Then end of 2I. I seriously love everyone in the class. I wonder what will it be like next year. ):
FionaLeow blogged this about me that make me fucking upset,
"She's Tja Hueimin.
She's my primary school friend and currently we're somewhat like best friends, our friendship lasted for about 7years.
There are so many things to talk to her about.
We might stay near but we hardly talk now. It's like when I'm free, she isn't free and when she's free, I'm not.
We hardly even have the time to sms each other and just don't suggest about talking through the phone.
She's as hardworking as ever, she's always into studies...
You see, the both of us are just different.
We used to meet after school - but now, our CCA days are all in different dates and examinations' dates are so damn different too.
When her examinations just ended, mine just started. Gah.
Well now that she has her own secondary friends to be around with and I've mine, the chances that we meet for lunch are really low.
H-opefully she'll call me out and we'll be able to do some catching up sometime."
i admit too, sometimes when i'm free i never make the effort to call her up, rather i just sleep my time.
We might not have too many common topics, but we'll share with each other any troubling affairs we have with others.
Her conflicts, my dilemmas.
I'm really sorry dear. I promised to meet up if nothing interrupt.
i never find sms will be a form of communication cos the fun's just not there. I sms for short questions like, where/when/how/who/etc. I hardly sms to have long communication, its just not enough for me.
I love her cos she's never stingy with her awful remarks about me yet i find it loving.
If its others, I'll threw you some murderer looks already.
Sometimes I felt that she doesn't need me while she thinks that I don't want her.
I believed that's still the bond present between us.
Felt happy & jealous upon knowing that she got a new man.
I hope she's loved and happy. She deserved it too.
While I'm in lust for angmoh. I need a life man.
I think this a great effort already.
To-do list:
Connect with XuanHui more often.
Blog more.
No more obscene stuffs during cca. (impossible)
Step up 3 & Eclipse dvds.
Shape up! MUST!
SA2. (least interested)
Ok, i just draft up something I'll never fulfill. And i hate myself for it.